Agenda's...yes.. we all do..it’s about eliminating our illusions, driven by the unconscious forces that compel us, desires, power, anger, when we get to know our hidden agendas we can break them down and slowly dissolve them, transform them from deceptions, and false ideas about ourselves and into the agenda of love. It’s a slow and gruelling process, and is the willing entrance into the hells, where we get to know all life’s experience to become wise, to hold our own lantern in the dark, for are we not surrounded by darkness that allows all things form. It requires the study of life and humanity and all the experience that comes to us in being who and what we are. It’s the pursuit of our own virtue that is ours to discover, although it is also shared, and so it is paradoxical in this way. It is not about white robes nor is it about black robes, it can and does wear any face and any color, but it is the face of someone who knows there own heart, and so can know all hearts. Meditation alone will not get you there, you must break down the mind, destroying ones ideas again and again till you have diamonds of understanding, till your humility and courage are as sure as the heart that beats inside of you. You are a warrior, that fights for truth, for the balance that must be made between dark and light, between the realities of our world and our ideas.
Between the realities of our world and our ideas there is so much corruption and manipulation occurring on every level of our humanity that the fight begins in knowing how to question things, all things, the reality of what we believe and the realty of what we don't. Take nothing for granted and know that it takes an immense humility and an immense strength to question things actively. Our personal deceptions and those that surround us are not easy to see, because they’re all dressed up in what we like and want to see....the demonising is futile, but irresistible, and that is part of our personal illusion. Simply to challenge with the power of our heart, question what you know and you have begun.
